[Chosen One]

I'm a fairly normal, happy person. Lived a really normal life. I'm not even 50 yet, but could be classified as a middle aged, "GenX" female.

Now, I can't help but wonder....why is it that I don't seem to know anything about why I'm here and what's going on?

Does anyone else feel that it's weird, strange, or off to not be somehow "clued in" to why we're here and what we're doing?

Why do I not have access to any past live memories?

What will happen to my "ID" when my avatar body in this plane dies? Why won't I have access to those memories?

It's a concern because my memories are what makes me. If I don't have my memories, then how do I "keep" myself? We can see that even old people in this lifetime lose their memories, and when I die, I'm pretty sure I'm not going to have access to my memories either.

Yes, btw, yes I have been fairly religious and I know what that entails. Leap of faith, I guess.

What's the point of living this life, if I will not be able to remember it? Discuss.